he pisses me off!

[luvablekandise]

okay so the guy i was telling you about, kirk, was a guy that i've been friends with for a long long long time. we went out on a date once but that was it. i asked him again cuz i was dating and he made excuses so i was like ohkay. well i heard he was talking to another girl too and i was like just forget it, i'm not going to spend my time on one guy. this happened all before i decided to not date anyone. so i just quit talking to him so i wouldn't get more angry of being played. well this morning i was waiting on buket to give her jacket to her and his locker is right near mine. he looked at me and i was like what? and he slammed his locker and said I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU FU*KIN DEAL IS KANDISE? WHY DON'T YOU TALK TO ME ANYMORE?!! I GIVE UP ON TRYING TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOU. i was like first off, where does it say in writing that i have to talk to you, two, there isn't nothing wrong with me. i just walked off. i had an fca meeting today and i didn't get to talk to him in free period. he was talking to two of my friends though and one asked what was up with us. he said that he liked me but didn't want to hurt seth in anyway. i was like i dont care, i really dont feel like dating any one anymore. so then a guy told him we'd look cute together and he said i know but i can't get her to talk to me. i dont want to go out with anyone, i have seth. i would date but that backfired and i didn't feel like going through the same trouble again. it really made me mad and hopefully i'll resolve this with him but it really pissed me off. cuz i used to go out of my way to talk to him, and now he knows how it feels. trying to get the other one to talk....i'm really not going to worry about it though. i admit i was attracted to him but his personality was a -1000. i will keep posted on what happens. [: - check back with me -kandise

p.s. give words of encouragemetn cuz i have no idea what to do