Jun 20, 2002 10:59
last night after i got off work dallis came over and we ate a whole thing of cookie dough. Everyone knows I love it so it probably was not a surprise. So we got really bored and after I finished writing my paper for english we snuck outside. We went to the pool and messed with this stupid frog who jumped in the pool and is probably dead right now from the chlorine or however you spell it. Then we jumped on the net at the tennis court where there were not old geezers to tell us we could not. so we thought about calling someone to sneek out with us and to go do something but we never did. besides everyone was probably sleeping anyway. so then when we got back i got online and was talking to desii. she said that her and samm are gunna be together. which i'm really happy for her cuz she was so upset. i really wish i could talk to ashy again and I hope that she isn't mad at me. I've been getting on and either my computer fu**s up or i have to go to work, and i get off really quick. so ashley if you read this i really hope you are not mad at me :( . so it's the 2nd day seth has been gone. he went to college for orientation. bleh ;x i'm doing good so far, i've been trying to do things to keep it off my mind so i wont start bawling. i did that last week when he was here because i know in september its going to be the real shiznit and i dont want it to happen. I DON'T WANT SETH TO GO TO COLLEGE!! -tearz- see now look what you've gone and made me do. I'll probably be this manic depressive girl who is always on the interent..(no offense), which i'm on the internet a lot anyway. i'm already a depressing person at times. Dude i've got like this way, if i'm sad I'm going to make you sad too. I can sit here and act really sad and just talk about the problem and the person I'm talking to always gets really sad with me. bleh ;x okay well i'm really out of stuff to say. so baii bii!