Jan 03, 2008 23:46
Analyzing otherss snd occasionally myself is something that I enjoy almost every day. Therefore I have decided that I want to be like Carrie from Sex in the City. She has bffls that she sees regularly and dates around like there's no tomorrow. At the end of the day if she isn't getting some, she is thinking about the events that happened that day and forming theories about all things observed. To top it all off, she lives in the best city in the world. I want to use lj like the newspaper that she writes for. I doubt that that will ever happen since I barely have time to think about breathing but gosh do I waste time. There are only 3 days of break left and I have a million things to do. Well, maybe not a million but is sure does feel like it.
I had an almost mini breakdown yesterday night when I realized how much I really like Carnegie. The one person I thought could take my mind off of that with their selfish conversation failed. I was having a hard time breathing. I guess its karma for what I did to Chris. I don't think I deserved it since the chris thing was so not on purpose.
My father pointed out to me how bad my posture was today. It really was because it even hurt when I tried to stand straight. So much for new years resolutions because that is one that Simone and I agreed on freshmen year.
I'm getting kinda got and have to go shed some layers.
Xoxo