disturbing morning

[luva_no_hata]

soooo, today i witnessed my friends getting dealed drugs. i mean, i wasn't surprised that they were doing drugs...i knew they were. but, i don't know, it's just not something i wanted to see. seeing some friends buying drugs from another person. i'm usually like really laid back when it comes to that stuff like i mean i don't mind when ppl smoke in front of me or anything. that's there choice and i respect that. i don't think it's the BEST thing but still it's there life and they don't wanna hear someone telling them what to do so i just keep my mouth shut....

but, ugh isn't drug dealing illegal? gah, what am i saying...i've been a "victim" of statutory rape! i've fool around with guys much older than me but i don't know... i don't do it to be a whore. at first it was just to get experience from it...now i'm in a relationship which is great! and that's just wonderful...but, i mean still drugs? i guess i'm "fine" with them doing drugs and shit...i just don't wanna be there to witness it.

wow, this is my first time to witness something like this...it may not seem to be a big deal to other ppl who see it like everyday or something but gah, it was awkward.

okay that's enuff baby tattle taling i guess (well i'm not really "tattling" haha what an elementary word)....

wow okay enuff said...