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well good news....my parents got over the problem they had with my opinion....i know...such a dramatic family, i knew it couldn't last long. okay....for like 3 weeks ago i noticed a big redish bump on my calf...and i though ya know it was like a spider or mosquito bite. but 3 weeks later it was still there...so i was like it should be gone by now and i could tell something was wrong cause it really hurt when ever you touched it even really lightly. so a lil while ago i went to the dermatologist to find out if t was something that shouldn't be there and results came back....i have melonoma. granted it is a really small spot and all i am all freaked out because im gonna have to have it removed now and now i have cancer in my body. im just really really freaked out by all of this. and to make it worse....im gonna prolly have to take time off of work and im still in my 30 days senority period where im not supposed to miss, AND im gonna have to take time off of school during my first semester....which is gonna be hard. im just....sorta upset and scared about all of it.