May 15, 2005 11:37
What a night last night. all i can say is i was shocked beyond belief.
basically i found out that the guy i like is going out with sumone,
and i didnt even know they talked, and well im really truly happy for
him, i really am, but i was so jealous of her, and just in so much
shock, and telling myself nothing was wrong, and not to cry, not
to cry, so of course i cried...and cried, and cried. well i couldn
breathe last ngiht, lol. well not funny at the time but w.e... i dont
kno what to do cuz i feel so shitty and i for sure dont want them to
break up, at all, im really happy for both of them. i just dont kno
where that leaves me. other than sad and alone at the moment. well, i'm
just sad
at the moment, anyone want to please comment with advice or sumthing? i
love all of u too much...
xOx,
mE*