:'(

May 15, 2005 11:37

What a night last night. all i can say is i was shocked beyond belief. basically i found out that the guy i like is going out with sumone, and i didnt even know they talked, and well im really truly happy for him, i really am, but i was so jealous of her, and just in so much shock, and telling myself  nothing was wrong, and not to cry, not to cry, so of course i cried...and cried, and cried. well i couldn breathe last ngiht, lol. well not funny at the time but w.e... i dont kno what to do cuz i feel so shitty and i for sure dont want them to break up, at all, im really happy for both of them. i just dont kno where that leaves me. other than sad and alone at the moment. well, i'm just sad at the moment, anyone want to please comment with advice or sumthing? i love all of u too much...

xOx,
    mE*
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