humm- feeling contemplative...
im digging how everything is going so wondeful- i dont want to jinx it either- but i feel like sumthigns going to give soon.... my luck cant stay this good- i dont think ive ever been a good enough person to deserve this! i mean it seems like no matter what i do- thigns stay perfect w/ kevin- although im not trying to do nehting bad- thigns have come up- but were almost a month now- how did i get so lucky?!?!?! i really dont understand- im just thankful at this point- thankful for my friends, and my family- and my luck- for finding sumone who can make me so happy.... its pretty amazing how things can go from seeming so desperate- to seeming like nothing bads ever happened- im in awe... g'night and the end!