I wish it could be happily ever after forever
ok random update.
i want everyone to get along again. friends forever? hardly. i hate when people write about eachother in here and stuff because it's always seems really bitchy but whatever i'm over it. i wish that it could go back to normal and that i would stop telling people to be nice. i want it all back to normal.everything.no drama.everything.normal. but not fake normal. real normal. i hate when people are fake. the funny thing is that if you think about it, i have absolutley nothing to do with it. except that it makes me sad. that people are fighting. but things will never be the same. because no one wants to admit they're wrong. cause no one is wrong. it's just complicated. and i don't even understand half of it. i just want it to be normal. but what is normal. i don't think it ever was normal. normal is boring. but it's better than fighting.and backstabbing. and everyone being bitchy. and being afraid. afraid of what to say. to their friends. how screwed up is that. when you're afraid to say something to your friend.like.wow.whatever. i don't really think i can handle it anymore. and again, im not really even. involved. the stupid thing is how many times i used the word I in this entry. nothing to do with me. the thing is this isn't the o.c. but some people seem to think it is. and that the world revovles around them. i'm pretty sure writing this will screw somethings up. and people will be mad. and stuff. but then again if you didn't want the truth, you shoulnd't have asked. cause the truth hurts. stars. the one and only. the stars. i love stars. as retarded as that sounds. you can escape in the stars. if only we didn't have to come back. if there could be stars forever. but then there would be no sun. but the stars are different.stars. don't think about it. just do it. as lame as it sounds. the stars aren't fake.
song of the moment...especially the chours. but again. nothing to do with me. maybe.someday.fairy tale endings will happen.but untill then. whatever.
How could you know
That behind my eyes a sad girl cried
And how could you know
That i hurt so much inside
And how could you know
That i'm not the average girl
I'm carrying the weight of the world
YEAH!
So can you get me outta here
[chorus]
Take me away
We'll jump in the car
Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That we can't
See this place anymore
Take a day off
Give it a rest
So i can forget about this mess
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
Over It
I'm playin the role
Of the happy girl
But no one knows
Inside i'm alone
But i would never let it show
I get everyday
Too much work and not enough play
Over and over
It's always the same
YEAH!
But you can make everything OK...
[chorus]
Take me away
We'll jump in the car
Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That we can't
See this place anymore
Take a day off
Give it a rest
So i can forget about this mess
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
Over it
Over it
And when the world is closin' in
I can leave it all and just walk away
I can always start all over again
I am closer to a better day
[chorus]
Take me away
We'll jump in the car
Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That we can't
See this place anymore
Take a day off
Give it a rest
So i can forget about this mess
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
Take Me Away
[chorus]
Take Me Away
We'll jump in the car
Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That we can't
See this place anymore
Take a day off
Give it a rest
So i can forget about this mess
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
Over It
Over It
I am Over It (over it)
i want everyone to get along again. friends forever? hardly. i hate when people write about eachother in here and stuff because it's always seems really bitchy but whatever i'm over it. i wish that it could go back to normal and that i would stop telling people to be nice. i want it all back to normal.everything.no drama.everything.normal. but not fake normal. real normal. i hate when people are fake. the funny thing is that if you think about it, i have absolutley nothing to do with it. except that it makes me sad. that people are fighting. but things will never be the same. because no one wants to admit they're wrong. cause no one is wrong. it's just complicated. and i don't even understand half of it. i just want it to be normal. but what is normal. i don't think it ever was normal. normal is boring. but it's better than fighting.and backstabbing. and everyone being bitchy. and being afraid. afraid of what to say. to their friends. how screwed up is that. when you're afraid to say something to your friend.like.wow.whatever. i don't really think i can handle it anymore. and again, im not really even. involved. the stupid thing is how many times i used the word I in this entry. nothing to do with me. the thing is this isn't the o.c. but some people seem to think it is. and that the world revovles around them. i'm pretty sure writing this will screw somethings up. and people will be mad. and stuff. but then again if you didn't want the truth, you shoulnd't have asked. cause the truth hurts. stars. the one and only. the stars. i love stars. as retarded as that sounds. you can escape in the stars. if only we didn't have to come back. if there could be stars forever. but then there would be no sun. but the stars are different.stars. don't think about it. just do it. as lame as it sounds. the stars aren't fake.
song of the moment...especially the chours. but again. nothing to do with me. maybe.someday.fairy tale endings will happen.but untill then. whatever.
How could you know
That behind my eyes a sad girl cried
And how could you know
That i hurt so much inside
And how could you know
That i'm not the average girl
I'm carrying the weight of the world
YEAH!
So can you get me outta here
[chorus]
Take me away
We'll jump in the car
Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That we can't
See this place anymore
Take a day off
Give it a rest
So i can forget about this mess
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
Over It
I'm playin the role
Of the happy girl
But no one knows
Inside i'm alone
But i would never let it show
I get everyday
Too much work and not enough play
Over and over
It's always the same
YEAH!
But you can make everything OK...
[chorus]
Take me away
We'll jump in the car
Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That we can't
See this place anymore
Take a day off
Give it a rest
So i can forget about this mess
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
Over it
Over it
And when the world is closin' in
I can leave it all and just walk away
I can always start all over again
I am closer to a better day
[chorus]
Take me away
We'll jump in the car
Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That we can't
See this place anymore
Take a day off
Give it a rest
So i can forget about this mess
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
Take Me Away
[chorus]
Take Me Away
We'll jump in the car
Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That we can't
See this place anymore
Take a day off
Give it a rest
So i can forget about this mess
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
Over It
Over It
I am Over It (over it)