please just leave me be
You know what guys, i can't get rid of my breats... i tried to do what u wanted - i wore a dress that made my boobs looks smaller, my stomach larger and was below the knee and not clingy. i wore me hair down to cover as much skin as possible. so why, oh why, must u get the urge to come up to me and be like "OMG ur boobs are all out".
FIrstly... uhhh.... NO they weren't, because despite my champers and wine binge, i'm quite aware that that attracts attention i don't want. i just want to have conversations with people, where they tlk to my face... and listen to what i say - not think of me as some loose dumb drunk chick who by pretending to listen to can nail or grope or kiss or whatever.
Why should my life even impact you?
So thankyou very much for that - i mean it wasn't enough that my friends were harassing me for having male friends (yeah, real mature... after all i'm that much of a dirty skank that i must give myself to everybody, huh)... nor that some guy from newcastle that hadnt tlkd to me for ages messaged me previous (*while i was tucking my breasts IN as far as possible to avoid above comments and looks*) saying 'Hey i'm in port tonight, come out i want to kiss you. send me a photo so i can show my friend'... hmmm nah pass on the blatantly obvious catchcry for sex with a random.
No.... instead of celebrating at the graduation party, i spent three hours crying and babbling saying 'i'm not a slut. i don't do that sort of thing... i hate it... i hate how people see me as this stupid skank etc etc etc'.
I mean, you say sorry and that it was a compliment... no, no it wasn't. And that u thought by saying that i'd hook up with some boy like how u thought i wanted - because yea, why else would IIIII go to a party other than to get plastered and get fondled by an awkward horny adolescent who doesn't give a goddamn who i am or who he's kissing?
Finally, i'm a bit hurt that as i was leaving, some guy said one of my best friends told him that i was sending them disapproving looks. i wasn't, i'm upset she felt that way, but im also upset that i had to hear it through someone else that thats what was thought.
Plus Side: schools is finally fucking well over.
Now the stupid, fucking, hsc.
Party party Joy joy
FIrstly... uhhh.... NO they weren't, because despite my champers and wine binge, i'm quite aware that that attracts attention i don't want. i just want to have conversations with people, where they tlk to my face... and listen to what i say - not think of me as some loose dumb drunk chick who by pretending to listen to can nail or grope or kiss or whatever.
Why should my life even impact you?
So thankyou very much for that - i mean it wasn't enough that my friends were harassing me for having male friends (yeah, real mature... after all i'm that much of a dirty skank that i must give myself to everybody, huh)... nor that some guy from newcastle that hadnt tlkd to me for ages messaged me previous (*while i was tucking my breasts IN as far as possible to avoid above comments and looks*) saying 'Hey i'm in port tonight, come out i want to kiss you. send me a photo so i can show my friend'... hmmm nah pass on the blatantly obvious catchcry for sex with a random.
No.... instead of celebrating at the graduation party, i spent three hours crying and babbling saying 'i'm not a slut. i don't do that sort of thing... i hate it... i hate how people see me as this stupid skank etc etc etc'.
I mean, you say sorry and that it was a compliment... no, no it wasn't. And that u thought by saying that i'd hook up with some boy like how u thought i wanted - because yea, why else would IIIII go to a party other than to get plastered and get fondled by an awkward horny adolescent who doesn't give a goddamn who i am or who he's kissing?
Finally, i'm a bit hurt that as i was leaving, some guy said one of my best friends told him that i was sending them disapproving looks. i wasn't, i'm upset she felt that way, but im also upset that i had to hear it through someone else that thats what was thought.
Plus Side: schools is finally fucking well over.
Now the stupid, fucking, hsc.
Party party Joy joy