Dec 28, 2005 01:49
so ya...
been home for 11 days at the beach...
have had some good times and some bad times..
i am going to have to say as i much as i miss my friends here, i miss my friends from JMU dearly...
so ya...
my christmas started off sucking, but then gradually got better...and then started sucking again...
and thats just the way the world works..
enough about all the things i've done, heres what i think...
i think that im over the bullshit with my family...i really just want them to trust me and and let me live my own life...is that too much to ask...
nothing but bullshit drama since ive been home too...it wasnt about me until recently...which was still just as stressful
what are you gunna do? all im gunna say is...
i can take care of myself...i have never put other people lives in danger and wouldnt start now...i have more common sense than to intentionally something stupid...im a big girl
im 18, and old enough to know all the these i am capable of...i hate how people doubt me...because i dont doubt anyone...i completely have 100% confidence in almost everyone...it sucks that people second guess me...ya im not perfect...but im not stupid...
its my life guys...let me live it...
and if you have a problem with me or have something to say...say it to me...i'll listen...
but fuck everyone else and there fucking behind the back bullshit...
I AM REALLY OVER THE WHOLE KEEPING SHIT FROM JEN BUSINESS...so if you dont mind...please stop
newhos...i hope the rest of my break gets better...
if not then fuck it...
i have JMU to go back to...