As of this exact moment, I don't regret anything more than what happened that night.

Guilt is a marvelous emotion.

I wish it didn't hurt this bad.

You're pushing me away. Good job.

i really wished that you gave a shit. do you know how hard this is to do without you? i'm dying on the inside and it's starting to show on the outside. it'd be nice if you gave me some attention once in a while, i really really deserve it. i do EVERYTHING for you and you could care less. i wish you loved me half as much as i love you. i gave up ( Read more... )

I've got a midnight bottle that's gonna ease my pain from all these feelings driving me insane.

In about 5 months or so, this Alisha is returning to the LBC.

For good.

I need to go to school. My mom keeps pushing me to become a nurse, I don't think it's what I want to do. In fact, I know that I don't want to. It's kind of frusterating though to know that it's what most likely I'm going to become because I can't think of anything else. I've been seeing a lot of Culinary Arts schools in commercials and stuff and I ( Read more... )

Alex,

I really miss you. I can't believe you'd do something so stupid. I hope you soon realize that you made a mistake and return. And if you don't, then I really do wish the best for you. I hope you're ok. I hope you're healthy. I hope you have a roof over your head. I hope you have a home cooked meal everynight. I hope you miss me as much as I ( Read more... )

I love waking up at 4 every morning. Psh, yeah, ok.

I have a tummy ache.
Long Beach tomorrowwwwwwwwww.
Woot., nigga woot.