Apr 17, 2005 12:32
That was the 1st time I've ever been 2 a bar. And it was....quite a learning experience. lol. The gurls there were soooo crzy. I swear, some of them had 2 get there already drunk. One really worried me... Tammy's best friend... a stripper and an escort. She was supposed 2 be sleeping w/ some guy 4 $100, but decided not 2 leave. So she told everyone that if someone came asking 4 her (which wasn't even her real name), 2 say she already left. It was sad :^ ( I really began 2 like her... And she drove home drunk w/ her drink in her car w/ her.... Jazz and I went over 2 McDonald's 4 a lil while and saw something we have yet 2 figure out... then went back 2 the party. Some gurl was saying that Jazz and I were "soooo cute." Her shirt said, "They're Real" on it (dunno her real name). And she kept telling us 2 make sure we don't get 2 drunk and 2 stay away from the cops.... lol. Ha, she tried 2 get us 2 dance w/ her. Ya right. The gurls there were so sweet, and they were fun 2 watch. lol.... I've never seen gurls dance while they were that wasted. Jazz and I luckily passed as 21, or we would have gotten kicked out b4 9. lol. But I had sooooo much f-ing fun. I don't remember the last time I've been that happy. My mouth hurt when I got home from smiling so much. Unfortunately, most of the guys were getting drunk and high, so we tried 2 stay away from most of them. There was 1 guy I kept making eye contact with, but he was playin up every girl in the place, and he had a g/f.
I'll post pics. as soon as I get a chance. 4 those of u who r in band, u can see them on my phone 2morrow.
Ugh, I was wishing I could have been dancing w/ a boi.... And I missed my boi James...
He text messaged me: "Hey girl went to a party huh well i wish i was there so i could show you 1 or 2 things i miss you too holla at yo boi"
And u don't need 2 read the rest.... lol.
Everything's going great! Can't wait 'til states 2morrow. Tampa, hotel, then Busch Gardens. Gonna have a blast with ma gurls!!!! And hopefully I'll have a phone 2 call people w/... ugh.
My parents r still kinda freaking bout da bar. W/e.
Just b-cuz u don't get why I did it... that doesn't mean that I didn't do it 4 u. One day you came up to me and asked me what`s more important: my life or you. I said my life and you walked away never knowing that you are my life.