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U know what? It's not worth it anymore.
Gregory, I can't get attached 2 u anymore. I loved u so much. But something just wasn't right. And we both probably know what it is... Ya, the last time we stopped talking, I was actually free from stress. Everyone says they liked me better that way. And then u had 2 appologize, and I'm just way 2 4giving of a person. So I put myself through it all over again. It's just that we were both so confused.... and we would alwayz wonder... so I thought it'd be easier 2 piss u off so u would just end things (so predictable). But I don't get why u actually looked in2 my eyes in band 2day. And ur saying things that r'nt... right... and I'm afraid ur gonna screw up ur life. Please don't. If u don't wanna talk 2 me, then fine. I'm ok with that. But don't stare in2 my eyes and make me feel horrible if ur not gonna say anything 2 me.
i have more 2 update later... gotta go 2 Jazz's game right now.
Cont....
Ok, I know where u live now. What good that does me now, right? But anywayz... Jazmine and I went by there cuz we had 2 go somewhere. I didn't really need her 2 show me where u lived... meh... that didn't help. And I can't tell u why I wanted 2 know b4. I told u way 2 many things about myself already, haven't I?????
I watched everyone play softball at the game (with Rooter and Sugar) and all of my stress finally went away... Thank God.
I'm not worrying about anyone else right now. If u piss me off, I'm not gonna hurt myself by going back and forth... trying 2 figure out what 2 do. It's NOT worth it!!!!!
"Well my advice is to not get back together, what kind of a relationship makes you feel like shit 90% of the time, and good only 10%? I just think you need someone better than that, hun everyone has problems and you can't help everyone, don't waste your time trying to make him feel better when he's just treating you like shit (just my opinion)"
Exactly gurl! So why didn't I listen 2 u?! lol. I'm definitely taking ur advice from now on!
I'll talk 2 James 2morrow, or 2night, b4 I leave 2 see how he's doing. God, he made me feel so bad 4 leaving him til Thursday.
Ok, now I can put it cuz Jazz's mom talked 2 my mom.
Jazz's sister is having a party at a bar in Daytona 2morrow, so we get 2 get KRUNK IN THE CLUB NOW!!!!!!!! lol. Jk jk. U all know I'm not like that, now come on!!!! lol. I'll probably have a VIRGIN peach dacquiri or something. God, I haven't had 1 in 4eva dudes! lol.
As u can probably tell, I'm pretty happy right now!
Me: "U'd better stay out of trouble when I'm gone."
James: "Girl, u know I will."
[He just called me :^)] lol
Aquarius January 20 - February 18
You saw the need for greater focus, and you organized some of those out-there feelings (you did, didn't you?). Now you see one of your cherished ideas about love slipping away -- but don't cry, celebrate!
Gregory, I can't get attached 2 u anymore. I loved u so much. But something just wasn't right. And we both probably know what it is... Ya, the last time we stopped talking, I was actually free from stress. Everyone says they liked me better that way. And then u had 2 appologize, and I'm just way 2 4giving of a person. So I put myself through it all over again. It's just that we were both so confused.... and we would alwayz wonder... so I thought it'd be easier 2 piss u off so u would just end things (so predictable). But I don't get why u actually looked in2 my eyes in band 2day. And ur saying things that r'nt... right... and I'm afraid ur gonna screw up ur life. Please don't. If u don't wanna talk 2 me, then fine. I'm ok with that. But don't stare in2 my eyes and make me feel horrible if ur not gonna say anything 2 me.
i have more 2 update later... gotta go 2 Jazz's game right now.
Cont....
Ok, I know where u live now. What good that does me now, right? But anywayz... Jazmine and I went by there cuz we had 2 go somewhere. I didn't really need her 2 show me where u lived... meh... that didn't help. And I can't tell u why I wanted 2 know b4. I told u way 2 many things about myself already, haven't I?????
I watched everyone play softball at the game (with Rooter and Sugar) and all of my stress finally went away... Thank God.
I'm not worrying about anyone else right now. If u piss me off, I'm not gonna hurt myself by going back and forth... trying 2 figure out what 2 do. It's NOT worth it!!!!!
"Well my advice is to not get back together, what kind of a relationship makes you feel like shit 90% of the time, and good only 10%? I just think you need someone better than that, hun everyone has problems and you can't help everyone, don't waste your time trying to make him feel better when he's just treating you like shit (just my opinion)"
Exactly gurl! So why didn't I listen 2 u?! lol. I'm definitely taking ur advice from now on!
I'll talk 2 James 2morrow, or 2night, b4 I leave 2 see how he's doing. God, he made me feel so bad 4 leaving him til Thursday.
Ok, now I can put it cuz Jazz's mom talked 2 my mom.
Jazz's sister is having a party at a bar in Daytona 2morrow, so we get 2 get KRUNK IN THE CLUB NOW!!!!!!!! lol. Jk jk. U all know I'm not like that, now come on!!!! lol. I'll probably have a VIRGIN peach dacquiri or something. God, I haven't had 1 in 4eva dudes! lol.
As u can probably tell, I'm pretty happy right now!
Me: "U'd better stay out of trouble when I'm gone."
James: "Girl, u know I will."
[He just called me :^)] lol
Aquarius January 20 - February 18
You saw the need for greater focus, and you organized some of those out-there feelings (you did, didn't you?). Now you see one of your cherished ideas about love slipping away -- but don't cry, celebrate!