so wut now...?
its been...
wut... suchalongasstimeee...? since ive updated
neways... nuthin much goin in my life right now at at the same time so many stuffs happened. so many should have been this and thats.
first... its been weeks since i saw miguel. its uhmmm very complicated. im happy when were together but when were not... ionno. im kinna confused. im like on and off... and i can see that he's like that too. uhmmm... ionno. to be honest, i dont love him as much as before. =/ hes gonna be there and another minute you just cant reach him. im so tired of that. i want sum1 spontaneous.
then... this guy from the past is cumin back. so wuns again im confused.
but i think its kind of sum blessing in disguise cos he the wun who catches me whenever mr. golla is like nowhere to be found.
uhmmm... and yeah... the fckiiin cali thingie. im getting frustrated with that already. its always delayed. i wanna blame the philippine embassy. always ineffecient - biasaaa. =[. im so naiingit with jofitz... i mean the kid is so cool. im ammm sooo in the wrong place. [okay im becumin sucha hater]
and... im becumin too tired of sum people.
to be honest, i dont wanna hear nemore of their shyts and drama cos theres too much goin on with me too. i just want sum1 i can talk to about my interests and stuffs i wanna do... sum1 with the same hopes like mine jeje... im so depressed already to hear more about depression.
wut i wanna do right now is to shop for new makeups.
and uhmmm or go to puerto galera. maybe after my summer class. im so so tired of this place i really need a break. =/ maybe this is one of those seasonal depression i read on books.
x__getlifted
wut... suchalongasstimeee...? since ive updated
neways... nuthin much goin in my life right now at at the same time so many stuffs happened. so many should have been this and thats.
first... its been weeks since i saw miguel. its uhmmm very complicated. im happy when were together but when were not... ionno. im kinna confused. im like on and off... and i can see that he's like that too. uhmmm... ionno. to be honest, i dont love him as much as before. =/ hes gonna be there and another minute you just cant reach him. im so tired of that. i want sum1 spontaneous.
then... this guy from the past is cumin back. so wuns again im confused.
but i think its kind of sum blessing in disguise cos he the wun who catches me whenever mr. golla is like nowhere to be found.
uhmmm... and yeah... the fckiiin cali thingie. im getting frustrated with that already. its always delayed. i wanna blame the philippine embassy. always ineffecient - biasaaa. =[. im so naiingit with jofitz... i mean the kid is so cool. im ammm sooo in the wrong place. [okay im becumin sucha hater]
and... im becumin too tired of sum people.
to be honest, i dont wanna hear nemore of their shyts and drama cos theres too much goin on with me too. i just want sum1 i can talk to about my interests and stuffs i wanna do... sum1 with the same hopes like mine jeje... im so depressed already to hear more about depression.
wut i wanna do right now is to shop for new makeups.
and uhmmm or go to puerto galera. maybe after my summer class. im so so tired of this place i really need a break. =/ maybe this is one of those seasonal depression i read on books.
x__getlifted