Dec 28, 2005 15:46
I don't know what to believe in now. Yesterday I thought I was happy but then again... I thought too much and I feel sad. As Zhou Wei Hui says... Single people are those who think. Maybe I think too much. I am so tired. I just... wanna feel... normal for once.
quote from
LOVE IN THE TIME OF CHOLERA
A Review Essay by Thomas R. Punchon
Love, as Mickey and Sylvia, in their 1956 hit single, remind us, love is strange. As we grow older it gets stranger, until at some point mortality has come well within the frame of our attention, and there we are, suddenly caught between terminal dates while still talking a game of eternity. It's about then that we may begin to regard love songs, romance novels, soap operas and any live teen-age pronouncements at all on the subject of love with an increasingly impatient, not to mention intolerant, ear...
I wanna read that novel now. Cos Fermina and me are similar. In some ways...
Yesterday... I wasss so happy to hear from him but when I heard his voice. I felt nothing. I have expected too much. I have waited for a long time... and... now... I just dunno wut I really felt. I feel so numb towards boys... men.
He is ugly and sad... but he is all love...