GUILT
odk. i felt like i was gonna burst during BIOSTAT. alma is seated beside me... and even if she said it was okay... i know that she feels sorta annoyed with me because im suppose to be in the 18 candles in her debut last sunday... >.<... i feel sooo guilty. Despite of what I did... she was still smiling and stuffs ~~~ sighhh... it would heve been better if she just said kanina... why didnt you attend??? you know i was expecting you... blahhh... but shes just there beside me... smiling.