Dec 04, 2005 17:40
I realized... that today is my sick-once-a-month-only day. Im suppose to attend my Pharma classmate's 18nth birthday... and I wont be cos I got pissed by lil stuffs I should be brooding over. Like... I ripped off the portion of black pants *which is fixable*... and i messed up one of nail. And I was so bad trip that I swore sumthing will happen if I go out of the house so Che went back to Manila alone instead. I sorta felt guilty cos Im suppose to go shopping with her. Buti nalang I convinced her to buy a dress in GB/Glorietta nalang next Saturday ~~~ Cos there are better options there than in Rob place or SM. XP. But fo shooo ~~~ I know myself that I shouldnt go out cos I will just have a bitch fit at the party and Immm sooo not in the mood for socializing... Besides... I barely know the people in the hotel so yeahhh ~ *ahhh lame* *im trying to make sum ezkooses to lessen the guilt*
And because Im bitter and skillful in STALKING. I found this!
MR. RETARD: kini ku ingin pergi darimu
takkan ada yang bisa menahanku lagi
karena kutahu dirimu tak seperti dulu lagi
sudahlah sudah lepaskan diriku
THE EXBOO: lo mau tinggalin gw di sini
THE EXBOO: keseorangan
THE EXBOO: gitu?
MR. RETARD: iya...loe aja biarkan gue keseorangan kan
THE EXBOO: hey hey
THE EXBOO: loeee yg mau tinggalin gw kan
THE EXBOO: ceh
MR. RETARD: ahhhh
MR. RETARD: loe udah berbeda dgn loe yg dulu
THE EXBOO: how how?
THE EXBOO: beda yg bagaimana
MR. RETARD: saat kurasa semua tlah berbeda dirimu jadi tak sama
which actually means:
MR. RETARD: now i will go, no one can stop me coz i know you are not the same. just let me go.
THE EXBOO: You wanna leave me here?
THE EXBOO: Alone
THE EXBOO: is it?
MR. RETARD: yeah im leaving you.
HANA: you were the one who wanted to leave me rite…
MR. RETARD: im different from what i was
THE EXBOO: different? like how?
MR. RETARD: the moments are different, you are not the same
soooooooo... they didnt really broke up... retard. HE... FUCKENNN USED ME. FINALLY IM ON STAGE 3!
I remember someone saying to me... *forgot if its lowen or marlene...* That there are 4 Stages after heartaches/break-ups/separations... blehhh
STAGE 1. You breakdown and cry.
STAGE 2. You miss him, the things you two do... and everything reminds you of him. You tell your friends that you totally hate him but at night... (you go back at stage 1)
STAGE 3. Finally you realize how retard he is and you start hating him. (Feelings decrease now... For reals...) And telling yourself... "It's his lost..." *YWEAHHH*
STAGE 4. YOU GET THE PICTURE!
I remember the line from White Chicks...
OMG IM SO GONNA HAVE A BF. *BITCH FIT*
HAHA