Amber is the color of your energy
argh. today is a terrible day. i wake up at 6 for no reason after going to bed at 3. UGH. that exam was really bad.
I'm pretty sure I saw Geo on campus today, which is a fucking joke. The guy doing landscaping looked just like him, and yes I was only looking at him through the window and AM pretty blind, but the clothes, the body (language), the cute butt...those were definitely him. I don't want to see him ever again...ARGH. Karma is fucking me over big time, although I see no reason why it should be punishing me.
I can't stop thinking about...HIM. Ugh, I know there's no point in having feelings for him but I can't help it. It's like I enjoy punishing myself by hoping for too many things that I can't have. This one is pretty impossible, and I hate feeling this way. I need to just fucking shut down to avoid all this shit, as stupid and lame as that sounds.
I'm pretty sure I saw Geo on campus today, which is a fucking joke. The guy doing landscaping looked just like him, and yes I was only looking at him through the window and AM pretty blind, but the clothes, the body (language), the cute butt...those were definitely him. I don't want to see him ever again...ARGH. Karma is fucking me over big time, although I see no reason why it should be punishing me.
I can't stop thinking about...HIM. Ugh, I know there's no point in having feelings for him but I can't help it. It's like I enjoy punishing myself by hoping for too many things that I can't have. This one is pretty impossible, and I hate feeling this way. I need to just fucking shut down to avoid all this shit, as stupid and lame as that sounds.