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i cant believe im updatin since i neva do ne more. but since i havn't in a while n i have things on my mind ill write. jeni n kt both think im mad at them. i suppose someone else does too. i duno y they'd think that. jeni thinks im ignorin her. but its jus im always busy n wen she calls im always doin sumthin. work started me workin again. seein they gave me 4 days the past 2 weeks. plus mom said i cant do ne thing on the skewl days ne more til i get my grades up. 2 Fs n 2 Cs n 2 As. gota get up my grades. gota do all my hw today that i need to get done. no fuckin around on the computer. i need to get my ass in line. i guess my mom is rite in a sense. i do need to stay in some. cuz i've gotten to crazy n bad then i need to b. i need to stay home n do my work n shit so i can graduate n get into college. dont get me wrong. i love goin out n havin a great time. its jus rite now i've been doin to much of it n i need to think about the things in live that mean more to me. n rite now my future is that. plus my health cuz im sick as fuck. i've had a sore throat for 2 weeks now i think. i should prolly go to the dr but mom hasn't filled out that damn paper so im waitin til thats done b4 i schedual another appt. i need to find another job but this could b hard cuz i duno really ne place hirin. i need to get outa wendys cuz my manager adam is startin shit w/me again. im either gona get fired or jus walk out if i work there much longer w/him. so i should prolly fill out the application kt gave me. i need to start eatin rite. my stomachs been killin me cuz i barely eat ne more. like im deff hungry but i feel i dont have time to eat or i jus dont wana. i have so much to do blah. my life feels like its went through a tornado. its so messed up. hmm...mayb i should go get started one wut i can do today. try n do as much as i can. pray i dont fuck off today. lata