Nostalgia and a little depression
I was just looking at a friend's pictures on Facebook and thinking back to the day they were taken. Then I looked at the date.
March of 2006.
4 YEARS AGO.
The memories of the day are crystal clear in my mind. But that was 4 years ago.
It's funny how day by day, time moves so slowly for me. Today for example. I feel like I've been in this day for 3 days. And it's only early afternoon. So slow, and yet- 4 years ago seems like just yesterday.
So much has happened since that day that I would go as far as to say those were brighter times. And yet, so many things remain the same.
It's a little depressing for me to think about it. I always say life can only get better, but thinking back, I would rather be there.
That day, I was feeling a little down because Shermin wasn't paying much attention to me (this was before we were together). Justin, Kho, Shermin and I went to Holyoke mall. Somewhere along the line, Justin and Kho snuck away to buy me fairy wings. They gave them to me, and told me I looked sad and that I needed to cheer up. Shermin told me they looked good on me.
Those wings are hanging in my closet right now. If I turn my head, I can see them.
Evidence of a happier misery.
March of 2006.
4 YEARS AGO.
The memories of the day are crystal clear in my mind. But that was 4 years ago.
It's funny how day by day, time moves so slowly for me. Today for example. I feel like I've been in this day for 3 days. And it's only early afternoon. So slow, and yet- 4 years ago seems like just yesterday.
So much has happened since that day that I would go as far as to say those were brighter times. And yet, so many things remain the same.
It's a little depressing for me to think about it. I always say life can only get better, but thinking back, I would rather be there.
That day, I was feeling a little down because Shermin wasn't paying much attention to me (this was before we were together). Justin, Kho, Shermin and I went to Holyoke mall. Somewhere along the line, Justin and Kho snuck away to buy me fairy wings. They gave them to me, and told me I looked sad and that I needed to cheer up. Shermin told me they looked good on me.
Those wings are hanging in my closet right now. If I turn my head, I can see them.
Evidence of a happier misery.