my heart has started to seperate
So, what the hell. seriously.
I thought things were good. Great, even. What's going on? It's like you've just disappeared.
I'm trying to give off the impression that I'm having a great time without you, cause I think maybe that'll get your attention. But the truth is, that while yeah I am having fun with my friends and everyone, I miss talking to you. And it hasn't gotten your attention.
I understand these next couple of weeks are crazy, with people leaving and graduation quickly approaching. I'm going through all that too, and a little moreso since you're staying there with your friends all summer. Mine are all going to who knows where. But even with all of this going on I still think about you.
Maybe you just realized this isn't what you want. Which I guess is ok, but it'd be nice to know. I hate being confused. I hate feeling like I have to distract myself from thinking about this. whatever.