Nov 02, 2004 21:56
i feel like im going fucking crazy. my whole life is not what it seems i think i have so uch more then i really do i just want everything to go back to normal. when i am alone and i have no worries nothing to stress me out i want to go back to that numb time in my life not because of drugs but numb because i had no thoughts in my head like i have now i was so unknowing it was fucking great .well its not great anymore and i cant take it so im going back to where it was great and maybe that will make things right so see ya later