I wasn't going to let myself get ripped apart again.. Once was enough, and I'd never want to experience something like that again. So, with help from Ari, I got over you gf wise and was ready to have a great/close female friend in you Christine. I figured thats what you wanted anyways. Thats what you told me you wanted. Thats why you broke up with me, yes? You wanted the friend-Dom back.
If you're going to be a friend, its going to be different.. You have to understand that. I have to move on, don't you see? Everything changes with you so quickly, I don't know how to keep you happy. I'm sorry you didn't hear what you wanted to hear, but thats just the way it is.. for now.
o dear...here we go.luv2luvyazFebruary 4 2003, 21:26:32 UTC
k so...lets jus post all that in my lj..since u couldnt jus tell me on aim like a normal person. ne waysss. yea i wanted the friend-dom back..but not the one that never talks 2 me..or the one thats completely over me..cuz im not over u. basically..these feelings arent going both ways. i liked how it was b4..when we were like best buddies and we always used 2 chill 2gether. thast not how it is now..u made me one of ur ordinary friends..like the ones u NEVER talk 2. i dun like feelin like sum1 doesnt care bout me when i care bout them. "So, with help from Ari, I got over you" ok. want a cookie?! wtf. u have friends 2 help u thru shit..i dont. so while ur over me im not feeling the same toward u, so i hope ur happy. its funny, how evry1 thought i was the one that didnt care..while now ur the one thats completely over me..and im the one stuck wit all these feelings
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Re: o dear...here we go.sic_donkayFebruary 4 2003, 21:44:48 UTC
I've talked to you more than anyone else in the past week.
"i liked how it was b4..when we were like best buddies and we always used 2 chill 2gether." - I had no idea what was going on here. I was TOTALLY noobie. I thought we were bf/gf during this stage, which wasn't the case in your head, silly me. Embarassing, but true.
I knew the "holy....shit. u make me sick. just give it up...please." wasn't meant for me. I asked you who you were talking about and you told me it wasn't me.. But you never told me it was about that faggot..
I wouldn't even much know how to treat you the way you want me. The first time around was so damned confusing, and the result was pain. It just wouldn't work caring about someone, being with them, and not actually being "together" with this special someone. Nope, sorry. Not going to happen again.
Re: o dear...here we go.luv2luvyazFebruary 4 2003, 22:03:16 UTC
heh k...lose u? 2 late. like i said..2 u im nothing but an ordinary friend..one u barely talk 2..from NOW ON..and last week we barely talked at all. i like how we used 2 talk all the time and chill all the time and just b stupid..but u cant handle that on a best-buddies level and thats wut i need rite now. not a bf..i cant handle all that now..way 2 much. but a really good friend..thast wut i need, and i thought thast wut u could be. but no, u cant do that, cuz YOU'D get hurt. so instead of you not wanting 2 get hurt, you let me be the one thast hurt and alone. thanks. and 2 me it wasnt confusing, it was fun. and i dont have ne regrets about ne thing. but u..u were the one that had never been in a relationship b4..sooo..i dunno. wutever. i guess u cant handle jus bein really good friends..which is what i need. honestly itd be better if i did evrything i could 2 avoid having 2 talk 2 u, bcuz being just ordinary friends and not bein able 2 b close 2 u would just hurt that much more.
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If you're going to be a friend, its going to be different.. You have to understand that. I have to move on, don't you see? Everything changes with you so quickly, I don't know how to keep you happy. I'm sorry you didn't hear what you wanted to hear, but thats just the way it is.. for now.
Dom
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"i liked how it was b4..when we were like best buddies and we always used 2 chill 2gether." - I had no idea what was going on here. I was TOTALLY noobie. I thought we were bf/gf during this stage, which wasn't the case in your head, silly me. Embarassing, but true.
I knew the "holy....shit. u make me sick. just give it up...please." wasn't meant for me. I asked you who you were talking about and you told me it wasn't me.. But you never told me it was about that faggot..
I wouldn't even much know how to treat you the way you want me. The first time around was so damned confusing, and the result was pain. It just wouldn't work caring about someone, being with them, and not actually being "together" with this special someone. Nope, sorry. Not going to happen again.
You don't have to lose me over this...
Dom
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