Dec 28, 2007 00:50
Put your hands to my hands
Put your knees to my knees
Put your eyes to my eyes
Come on baby compliment me
Cause I don’t think that we
Should ever feel the need to worry
Ever get ourselves in a hurry
You know I love you
I know you love me
So time will go
And we may be
Far apart I know
But as far as I can see
This is so good
There’s no need for change
It’s alright with me
It’s as simple as it should be
Simple as it should be
And this love will build
Through flights and streets
In the end I predict
You’ll get the very best of me
So put your lips to my lips
Why not go on and take all of it
And just run as fast as you can
Just cause you can
I always thought I'd be great for the kind of life changing moment that some people have. Thought I'd have the courage to be one of the greats. Thought all I ever needed was that defining moment that turned everything in my world upside down. This would be my time to show my true character. This would be it. And now that it's here I don't think I'm ready. I don't think I'm that person anymore. Not this moment. I don't think I ever really wanted it. I wanted to pretend that I needed it, to justify my self-created stalemate in life. I never needed a defining moment. I just used my not having one as an excuse to continue my mundane life. I admire more the people who have these moments and actually make something of themselves, they are braver than I ever would be. I'm starting to wonder were my line between being lazy and scared really is. Am I too lazy to just live. I realized most of my days are spent waiting for the next day instead of doing the little things that I want and making each day count... so that if I died that day, even if I hadn't completed some life goals I'd at least be on the right track, I'd had done something that day that made me happy... even if it was something small. It should be simple. Life is simple. We're all just big kids trying to figure out how to enjoy the little things in life, being children was so much easier than pretending to be adults. Sometimes I'm scared to move from a spot after I've had a small ephiphanic glance at my new life understanding. I'm afraid that if I move I won't remember how I want to live my life or what kind of mind set I was determined to have. I think I'll wade here for awhile. I'm starting to believe in God again. I'm starting to love myself. I'm starting to regret and forgive myself.