Total and utter randomness... really...

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Okay, so I am writing this update while I am on my way to Coralville. I realize that I have not updated this thing for quite a while, but I suppose that is what I plan to do right now... give an update (not sure how the length will go... we'll have to see at the end). Considering I don't have internet at the moment, as I am on the road, I don't know what I last talked about in this, so I will just pick a place to start and go from there. Let's see.... as far as classes go, things are going pretty well right now. I am working on a logo for a false chocolate company called "Divine Delicacies" and the whole project is for my logo and trademark design class. For another class, I am working on a travel brochure for the state of Nebraska. Nebraska... yeah.... not my choice, that is for sure! We actually had to draw a state from the container. I originally pulled out the state of Iowa, but my instructor decided we could eliminate that, since that is where we all live. Ugh... my parents have decided to turn their music up loud and I have my music about as loud as it will go without totally blasting my eardrums out and theirs still overpowers mine. How freakin' sucky! whoa.... I just pushed the return button.... guess I am too used to IMing lately! Yesh- I am a geek. I am listening to some great music... mostly songs with the theme of lovin' and such.... good stuff, I tell ya. I just decided now that I am not going to divide this in to paragraphs, cuz I have a feeling it will be kind of random. Anyway, on the topic of love and relationships and stuff, I have been doing a lot of thinking about that as of late. I suppose I could expand a bit on what exactly I have been thinking about. Firstly, my whole deal with wanting to be married, like, soon, is on hold. I have now decided that I want to be married by the age of 25. If not, whatever, maybe life has a different plan for me.... Secondly, I think I want to date people... not necessarily with the idea of marriage right up in the beginning like I was previously thinking. Why not just enjoy life right now and have fun? Why not date some guy(s) (not multiple at one time, mind you) who I find extremely interesting or intriguing or whatever? Anyone see a problem with that? Anyway, Thirdly, I am going to go with the flow on my next relationship.... do what feels right at the time and not go by some stupid little plan. Take my last relationship, for instance, where the first kiss was planned... that freakin' sucked... not my idea- that is for sure!! Anyway, that's all for now on that topic. I love how I am pretty safe to say pretty much anything I want on this thing, as nobody really reads it.... great stuff! Actually, only a few people even know about this.... I think I like it that way... makes it more like a "real" journal. Ya know, I was going to write in my real journal today, but I just figured now "hey... I can't write very well in the car and I just happen to have my laptop on me, so why not type up a nice entry while I have an hour to spare...or waste, I suppose I could say. Ooh... a hot guy just passed in a really sweet car... coolness! So yeah... getting back on track here... Wait- is there a track? I think this really is just a bunch of rambling chatter. But ya know, nobody is really going to read this, so it is all good, I say. I do send a message of "Hello!" to anyone who does happen to read this, but my bet is on that it won't really be read. Ha! I must say... the sun is really hot, considering I am in a dark shirt. Not a smart choice, I know, but Andrea likes dark shirts.... black/burgandy/brown/blue.... that about sums up my wardrobe. No... I actually do have some lighter colored stuff that I wear, but I just prefer the darker, more flattering colors. I actually wish I had a little more green stuff to wear for when my eyes are looking green.... makes the green in my eyes really pop out, which is kind of cool. Or so I think, anyway. I really need to get on a new topic now... any topic... really.... just something! Okay, so I have been doing a lot of soul-searching/trying to find out who I am and who I want to be and deciding whether who I am is who I want to be and such like. Not sure if that made much sense, but hey- it makes sense to me, so I suppose that is all that really matters, huh? So lately, I have kind of had a weird feeling about things. I am slightly sick of the way life is. I kind of feel like I'm there, but not there sometimes, if that makes any sense. It's like... I am physically places, but my mind is elsewhere. I couldn't even tell you how much I am off in my own little world... it happens all too often. I'd have to say that I am elsewhere more than I am "in reality" so to speak. Anyway, I won't go into too much detail on this whole matter.... just in case someone does read it! Ha! So anyways, in other news, I had a family reunion (first ever Hendershot reunion) a while back and it actually went really well. Didn't do much socializing... pretty much just talked to the 'rents, grandparents, Mandy, and Wayne. I don't do well with striking up conversations with strangers. I am, however, working on that. Oh- to be really outgoing.... that would freakin' rock! Yeah, baby.... yeah! Got a smile out of meself on that one. I heard a term I haven't heard in quite some time (or saw it, actually) that I used to use a lot.... term being "buttmunch" and when I saw that, I lost it. Don't know why, but it really struck me as hilarious... the hilariousity could have been due to the context in which the term was used. "Get a life" you say... Yeah, well, I am working on it, okay? After hearing that term, I decided I had to add it to my vocabulary once again. Anywho, I think that is about it from me for the time being. Not sure how good of an update it really turned out to be, but it did pass my time really well for me! When I get home tonight, I will have to post this entry in my LiveJournal, which, thinking of it now, has already happened if anyone is reading this. Yeah... So that is about it from me, I'd say. Hopefully it won't take quite so long to update this next time... but ya never know with me.......... (phew....over 1200 words in this entry... cool!) Later, gators!

Okay, so I am back in town and such now... had a nice 'n safe trip home.... didn't fall asleep at all! Just one thing to say... while there, we went to Hy-Vee and got 4 loaves of bread and went to the park like a block from Mandy & Wayne's apartment that has a pond and fed the ducks and geese. The geese ate right out of my hand... what lil cuties! I wish there were places to feed the ducks/geese around here... hmm... okay, now I need to get back to my reading.... just wanted to post what I wrote earlier real quick while I was thinking about it. So yeah.... laters.... really this time! :)