feed me tea and oranges.
this new livejournal setup has me all fucked up.
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tonite was a pleasant waste. sometimes it's really nice to be bored with good friends.
i had dinner with noel and peter cerutti, but not before going to drop off calvin's mail at her new house.
[selina was there, combing her boufant wig in the bathroom mirror. some of you may remember selina from the many months we spent dating in awkward happiness, only to eventually break up because our relationship made no sense. she still is one of the most attractive women i know. and weirdest. we chatted for a bit - in our annoying way that we do, where she says, "why don't you ever call me," and i say, "i did call you but you never call me back," etc - and then i began to pedal off and she yelled at me down the street. i couldn't hear her so i turned back around and told her to repeat herself and she said, "is it okay if someday i kiss you?" or something...
basically, the meaning of all this is - she and i will probably end up hooking up again before i leave. it wouldn't be a bad thing. it actually might be really great since we won't have to deal with the shit of dating, but just the goodness of sleeping together. peter and i talked about this a bit later on in the nite. noel was surprised that i would still want to sleep with any of the people i've slept with after our relationship is technically "over." but the thing is, i am still attracted to everyone i've ever done it with. not in a way where i would necessarily want to re-start relationships with any of them. not even in a way where i would ever hook up with certain ones of them again. but i'm still able to look back at everyone that i ever dated or "was with" and understand why i was with them. and, in some cases, i do still sleep with people that i stopped dating two years ago ...because it's just that good ...but that's another story.]
me and noel and peter spent the nite sitting on couches and being vulgar. at one point we drew each other's self portraits to the soundtrack of leonard cohen. deep. as i was leaving, i ran into elliot, and we chatted for a hot minute. he mentioned how he may be moving to oakland soon. [am i the only one to notice that everyone is moving to the bay area? literally, everyone. in four months i will have lost six friends to the bay area. maybe lost is the wrong word. a lot of times, more and more, i think i about taking an extended visit...]
i guess i should stop now; i've realized there is no point to this entry at all.
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tonite was a pleasant waste. sometimes it's really nice to be bored with good friends.
i had dinner with noel and peter cerutti, but not before going to drop off calvin's mail at her new house.
[selina was there, combing her boufant wig in the bathroom mirror. some of you may remember selina from the many months we spent dating in awkward happiness, only to eventually break up because our relationship made no sense. she still is one of the most attractive women i know. and weirdest. we chatted for a bit - in our annoying way that we do, where she says, "why don't you ever call me," and i say, "i did call you but you never call me back," etc - and then i began to pedal off and she yelled at me down the street. i couldn't hear her so i turned back around and told her to repeat herself and she said, "is it okay if someday i kiss you?" or something...
basically, the meaning of all this is - she and i will probably end up hooking up again before i leave. it wouldn't be a bad thing. it actually might be really great since we won't have to deal with the shit of dating, but just the goodness of sleeping together. peter and i talked about this a bit later on in the nite. noel was surprised that i would still want to sleep with any of the people i've slept with after our relationship is technically "over." but the thing is, i am still attracted to everyone i've ever done it with. not in a way where i would necessarily want to re-start relationships with any of them. not even in a way where i would ever hook up with certain ones of them again. but i'm still able to look back at everyone that i ever dated or "was with" and understand why i was with them. and, in some cases, i do still sleep with people that i stopped dating two years ago ...because it's just that good ...but that's another story.]
me and noel and peter spent the nite sitting on couches and being vulgar. at one point we drew each other's self portraits to the soundtrack of leonard cohen. deep. as i was leaving, i ran into elliot, and we chatted for a hot minute. he mentioned how he may be moving to oakland soon. [am i the only one to notice that everyone is moving to the bay area? literally, everyone. in four months i will have lost six friends to the bay area. maybe lost is the wrong word. a lot of times, more and more, i think i about taking an extended visit...]
i guess i should stop now; i've realized there is no point to this entry at all.