some girls wander by mistake into the mess that scalpels make.
with heart in mouth 4 is complete. that's right. you want it.
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no one is in the library at 7.30 on a wednesday.
i've got nothing to do but think about this:
i feel consistently unfulfilled and disappointed. i feel lonely here. the amount of people i really care about i can count on one hand, and i'm not sure if its reciprocal.
i want to go away now. i don't want to wait for january. i want to be gone, and - though i know it's probably a bad idea to think this way - i'm secretly hoping i'll meet someone special in london. i don't know if that means kissing or holding hands or just staying up all nite talking. but i miss a best friend, and i miss being in love with my best friend. i miss being in love.
i remember getting excited about painting and playing music and hanging out with amazing people and all of that. but now, although i do still get excited, it never ends up being as great as i imagined.
is it just me?
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no one is in the library at 7.30 on a wednesday.
i've got nothing to do but think about this:
i feel consistently unfulfilled and disappointed. i feel lonely here. the amount of people i really care about i can count on one hand, and i'm not sure if its reciprocal.
i want to go away now. i don't want to wait for january. i want to be gone, and - though i know it's probably a bad idea to think this way - i'm secretly hoping i'll meet someone special in london. i don't know if that means kissing or holding hands or just staying up all nite talking. but i miss a best friend, and i miss being in love with my best friend. i miss being in love.
i remember getting excited about painting and playing music and hanging out with amazing people and all of that. but now, although i do still get excited, it never ends up being as great as i imagined.
is it just me?