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I am my own worst enemy when it comes to courting women.
Im getting better at it and i helps when someone you like likes you back. But im confused with this girl that likes me in my choir class. We see each other everyday and we hit it off every time we meet and its great, but sometimes i feel im not being confident enough in my actions. I have had this problem all through my teenage years and i absolutely hate it. For this reason, i think the girl has been losing interest in me every time we meet and i cant help but think that its my own fault. This is probably me being paranoid and looking at the situation as the cup being half empty but i really think this is whats happening and it tears me apart. On the other hand, there is a place in my mind that says to myself that she is as interested in me as i am of her. She sent me a letter that described all the things she was interested in and how she wants me to be involved in her adventures. As well as listening to music and stuff like that. So, basically i believe i am over thinking the situation im in. Its confusing and i wish it wasnt. I get to see her tomorrow and i think im going to voice my feelings toward her and give her a kiss because that is what i wanted to do for a long time. I just havent conjured enough courage to actually do it.
so here i go
wish me luck im going to need every ounce of it.
Im getting better at it and i helps when someone you like likes you back. But im confused with this girl that likes me in my choir class. We see each other everyday and we hit it off every time we meet and its great, but sometimes i feel im not being confident enough in my actions. I have had this problem all through my teenage years and i absolutely hate it. For this reason, i think the girl has been losing interest in me every time we meet and i cant help but think that its my own fault. This is probably me being paranoid and looking at the situation as the cup being half empty but i really think this is whats happening and it tears me apart. On the other hand, there is a place in my mind that says to myself that she is as interested in me as i am of her. She sent me a letter that described all the things she was interested in and how she wants me to be involved in her adventures. As well as listening to music and stuff like that. So, basically i believe i am over thinking the situation im in. Its confusing and i wish it wasnt. I get to see her tomorrow and i think im going to voice my feelings toward her and give her a kiss because that is what i wanted to do for a long time. I just havent conjured enough courage to actually do it.
so here i go
wish me luck im going to need every ounce of it.