Aug 12, 2009 18:15
This past two days have been a time for self-reflection and deep thought. Especially today.
I have been thinking a lot about who I am, my attitude towards things, and my life. I Really needed to think about all of these things on a particular level to which I can say to myself, "ok, here is where I am. How can I be a better person and a better friend?" It was on my mind through out the past two days. I knew what I hadto do to better my self. I just couldn't translate it through my actions. I kind of felt disconnected from some people in my visit to Livermore and I also felt very connected as well. I just felt that something was missing. Me and Greg talked about this.Of how I felt about myself and how that I can become a better person and how it can affect other people that I love and care for. It was very refreshing and it is starting to help me feel better about myself and what I can become in the near future. Im going to shed the proverbial snake skin of loneliness, social awkwardness and lack of confidence and start off fresh with happiness, friendliness and vast fields of confidence.
I can do it
I can do it
I will do it.