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This is getting rediculous... Musical and hate really shouldnt' be in the same sentence, but it's getting there.
I'm the only senior who's taking any initiative to get anythign done, and all the other seniors think i'm just being overbearing and bossy. I'm not. If you want a cast video, if you're gonna complain that you want more time to bow, if you want to make the damn speaches, DO THE FUCKING WORK YOURSELF. Everyone comes to me and complains about EVERYTHING and then when I go to do something about it, everyone hates me for speaking up. I'm sorry if I'm trying to fix YOUR problems, but if you want me to leave it alone, don't fucking come and whine to me.
It's 8:50 pm on monday night and I didn't have a particularly tireing day, but all i want to do is go to bed. When i think about rehearsal, it makes me want to cry.
I want it to be over.
It';s my fucking last show and i just want it to be fucking over.
All i want to do right now is chill with Sam or something. Augh I want to talk to him so bad about so much shit right now and he doesn't even fucking come online. I dont' want to have anything to do with anyone in musical right now because they're all making me feel so bad about myself. And I don't even have enough time to call the people I want to talk to because the fucking musical is taking up so much fucking time and I FUCKING HATE IT.
I'm done with it.
If you're in musical and you feel bad for me, don't post it.
Do something about it.
I'm the only senior who's taking any initiative to get anythign done, and all the other seniors think i'm just being overbearing and bossy. I'm not. If you want a cast video, if you're gonna complain that you want more time to bow, if you want to make the damn speaches, DO THE FUCKING WORK YOURSELF. Everyone comes to me and complains about EVERYTHING and then when I go to do something about it, everyone hates me for speaking up. I'm sorry if I'm trying to fix YOUR problems, but if you want me to leave it alone, don't fucking come and whine to me.
It's 8:50 pm on monday night and I didn't have a particularly tireing day, but all i want to do is go to bed. When i think about rehearsal, it makes me want to cry.
I want it to be over.
It';s my fucking last show and i just want it to be fucking over.
All i want to do right now is chill with Sam or something. Augh I want to talk to him so bad about so much shit right now and he doesn't even fucking come online. I dont' want to have anything to do with anyone in musical right now because they're all making me feel so bad about myself. And I don't even have enough time to call the people I want to talk to because the fucking musical is taking up so much fucking time and I FUCKING HATE IT.
I'm done with it.
If you're in musical and you feel bad for me, don't post it.
Do something about it.