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"And the people in the photographs always seem a lot happier than you are."
I'm not done with high school.
I mean, sure, I'm ready to get the hell out of here and go to university. I know I can handle it and it's going to be an amazing time.
But, I'm not finished with high school. Friday night football games? School dances? New friends, dating, new experiences, crazy hangouts, extracurricular activities? Even stupid little things like learning to drive. I didn't do any of it.
I spent the first year with only my friends from elementary school. I spent the second year a complete mess. I spent the third year with a few new people, but still a complete mess. And I spent this year realizing I regret so much about what I didn't do in high school.
I need to rewind these past four years and redo them all over again. I would do so much differently.
I'm not done with high school.
I mean, sure, I'm ready to get the hell out of here and go to university. I know I can handle it and it's going to be an amazing time.
But, I'm not finished with high school. Friday night football games? School dances? New friends, dating, new experiences, crazy hangouts, extracurricular activities? Even stupid little things like learning to drive. I didn't do any of it.
I spent the first year with only my friends from elementary school. I spent the second year a complete mess. I spent the third year with a few new people, but still a complete mess. And I spent this year realizing I regret so much about what I didn't do in high school.
I need to rewind these past four years and redo them all over again. I would do so much differently.