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I am going to ruin my life the way i am wasting it right now...
I dont eat a damn thing that is healthy for me, i just realized that i smoke a pack or more a day, drugs are becoming a habit and not something i do just for fun, i started drinking agian (i will never escape from the booze), my sleeping schedule or the lack of sucks.. and besides all of that, i just have NO motivation to do a damn thing about it or to do anything with my life. I am in college, but i skip my classes way to much, i just dont want to go anymore, its boring, maybe just the classes i am taking now bore me, but if things dont pick up, i dont see myself going for much longer... i havent had a job since march, it is now mid november... i have no money and yet i still dont want a job..
ugh, i just dont care about things the way i used to anymore
I dont eat a damn thing that is healthy for me, i just realized that i smoke a pack or more a day, drugs are becoming a habit and not something i do just for fun, i started drinking agian (i will never escape from the booze), my sleeping schedule or the lack of sucks.. and besides all of that, i just have NO motivation to do a damn thing about it or to do anything with my life. I am in college, but i skip my classes way to much, i just dont want to go anymore, its boring, maybe just the classes i am taking now bore me, but if things dont pick up, i dont see myself going for much longer... i havent had a job since march, it is now mid november... i have no money and yet i still dont want a job..
ugh, i just dont care about things the way i used to anymore