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ok.....i feel sooo horrible right now. i feel like i have betrayed my parents by having feelings for ron....y does things have to be this way? i am torn between the two...i hate the way things are...my dad called me about it my dad just sounded really upset and he said its up to me and he thinks i am makin the wrong decision but he said that i am 19 and its my decision he didn't even say that he loved me when he hung up and i just want to curl up in a ball and cry because i feel like i have hurt everyone....i am soooo stupid for doin all this to everyone because i either hurt him or my family which i love ALOT....so wat else is there to do? all i want is to be happy!