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long time no write sorry guys......i have a problem i really like this kid and we get along great the time we are together just makes me smile but there is one problem he is taken and i am afraid that i am goin to get hurt again becasue i have this thing for guys that are taken here...all i want is a guy that will like me back and not play mind games with me and to be single....i'm just so upset right now because of other things and this doesn't exactly help cause its just even harder...he is this great kid, he is really cute and really nice.....right now i just hate guys and i wish they would all just disappear because all they do is make things really difficult :(
then there is this other kid that i am suppose to be close good fds with here but him and i haven't talked in almost a week :( which i don't think is right but oh well....
tonight was our first game i wasn't thrilled with this experience cause i messed up really bad and one of my fds decided to be an ass and point that out to me and all i wanted to do was cry :( cause it was horrible....i love my outfit even tho it shows a lil bit of my ass its all good because i know it is HUGE! but its not that bad....tomarrow night is our christmas party it will be soo much fun i can't wait :)
only a week and a half till i get to go home for about a month.....and i won't have to deal with certain people for a lil while but i will miss most of you here at medaille...
then there is this other kid that i am suppose to be close good fds with here but him and i haven't talked in almost a week :( which i don't think is right but oh well....
tonight was our first game i wasn't thrilled with this experience cause i messed up really bad and one of my fds decided to be an ass and point that out to me and all i wanted to do was cry :( cause it was horrible....i love my outfit even tho it shows a lil bit of my ass its all good because i know it is HUGE! but its not that bad....tomarrow night is our christmas party it will be soo much fun i can't wait :)
only a week and a half till i get to go home for about a month.....and i won't have to deal with certain people for a lil while but i will miss most of you here at medaille...