Ranting
So my boyfriend Didnt answer his phone all day cause he was sleeping
About an two hours ago he finaly answered then claimed that he had another call and that he would call me back.
He didn't call back.
So I call him back about 30minutes ago and hes eating dinner.
I really want to know whats going on.... cause I really have no clue.
This girl amanda has been calling him off the hook and showed up randomly at his house the other day. Im bouts to slap a hoe.
I hope to god hes not cheating on me. Cause lord knows Ive had the opertunity and havent taken it.
And I will be the first person to fuck both of them up. -arrgggggghhhhhh-
I dont know what the fuck Im feeling right now.
I hate this.
=warning pitty party comming up=
Im home alone, with nothing to do and only four cigarettes left in my pack.
I want some one to hang out with.
But no one loves me
I feel fat
I feel ugly
Im having really bad cocain cravings.
I want to get high.
but Im not going to.
and it sucks.