Jul 21, 2004 21:46
Damn, do I know that feeling...
Ehh? Netscape, is acting weird. But then again I got kicked off my AIM today 4 times, and winamp doesn't seem to be working for any MSI songs for me. So nothing is weird I guess.
Oh my, Jessica and I were talking about, plastic surgery, "down there".
Haha. I really don't want to explain, but I guess if you ask, and I'm
comfortable with you, I'd tell you. LOL. It's really weird. Yeah. Funny though. "What if I become concave?!" "Oh that's okay, they do everything nowadays."
Anyhow, it's, uhm, 9:49pm, I'm not
tired, and I would stay up, but no one is online. Well, there are a
few, but I don't want to talk to them really. Jessica is at her dad's
tonight, unexpectantly of course, and I was in the middle of sending
her a music video. Hmph. She said she'll be one later tonight, but you
know, she can forget. Haha.
So third entry of the day, woo hoo. I still have AP work to do, which I
will get started on...sometime this week. But, I did do laundry and the
dishes like I said I woudl this morning. So there.
I can imagine coming back to school, and all my friends (okay like
half) will have stories to tell of their "summer fling". I will say,
"oh really, who?" and act
interested, while I am thinking of my summer. I never do anything
during my summers, I just like the solitude. The occasional new friend
here and there, I don't mind, but I suck at keeping friendships,
because I am not much of a talker.
I'm not like Jenna, who can talk endlessly about boys and cars, and be completely vacuous as to what I have to say on that matter. There's Kathy, who I enjoy talking to very much, because she's fun and crazy, but we don't hang out. Cris, well, we've drifted you know, she's got her band and ROTC, which takes up a lot of her free time. Jessica
is like whoa, a lot like me, except, opposite. Yeah, it does make
sense. I don't have guy friends that I can talk to. Haha, they'll come
along eventually right? Yeah.
I've gone off on a tangent. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck.
You see this? Swearing, bah, the people I hang out with, every other
word that comes out of their mouth is a swear word. That's nice isn't
it?
"I don't need no chemical plow to pull the ho."
"Dig me first, fuck me later. Sing it to the tune of faggot faggot faggot."
"Don't forget, don't forget I'm the shit."
"I've, been denied, all the best, ultrasex"
Yes. Positively infatuated with them. =) I need more.
Damn, look at that, it's 10 00, who's online? Rob, a different
Jenna, Paul, Emily, Justine, Kaci. Blahh. No one is worthy. A lot of
people are away too. Those bastards.
I hope I have something to remember this summer by, maybe a boy? Heh. Take that how you want...But I do have a funny feeling I've hitched up my flirting factor. Haha. Yay I guess. Who's the lucky guy....? Eh. I'm sure you know. Hahaha. I know, I'm surprised too!
hey its alright my life has never been, a bed of roses, this way's better for me, I don't care to live the life I chose to
hey its alright my life has always been, a sad emotion, don't feel sorry for me, feeling sorry's been my life's devotion
Screw you, my sentiments the same my friend
christina.