i feel it weling up inside

[lustfullydying]

so its complelty over.

me and "him"

it hurts me how such mean messages he's sent me in the last 5 minutes.

guys are fuckin (excuse my french) jerks.

i dont deserve this.

i'm not gonna take it.

i'm going to enjoy my freedom.

and stay awwy from love.

i dont belive in it anymore.