to let my heart die without you is like........
Well i'm here writing my 2nd journal entry. Alot of things actually have beenn going on in my house. between my mom leaving and us not being finianically stable its kind a hard. i miss steven so much. since he's moved to austin. he comes down once a week and i hardly get to see him. it sucks soo bad. volleyball is starting to piss me off.. me being on varsity and all it feels good cuz i go everyday and work my ass of for 3 hrs of practice. but i dont get to play in games it sucks. i dont see my dad it feels like he doesnt love me ne more.. but i know he does. i wish i had some money. i dont. i'm soo poor our phone is turned off. i'm not even at my house writing this. i dont know what to do with my life. i'm a senior this year and i'm fixing to graduate i need to figure out what i want. i wanna go into the national guard for the army but then again i'm not exactly sure. well i'm going to go sincce i'm writing alot and i dont have much to talk about.. okay i lied i have alot to talk about but i'll save it for another time. *hugs*
<3<3<3Nicole
<3<3<3Nicole