DAMN IT!
DAMN! I want to knock a bitch out. Like, for reals.
Okay so I had a really good time tonight. Ryan called me and wanted me to go with him to this concert at the Showcase, so I was like..aight. He had already asked me earlier, but I didnt know for sure until like...20 minutes before he showed up. So I got ready, and he came over and we chilled for a little bit while I finished putting on my makeup and stuff. Then we drove down to the show, but Ryan decided he needed money so we drove to an ATM, then back to the show, then decided it was too early cuz the band we wanted to see didn't come on until 9:20. So then we went to Lampost Pizza, which was good cuz I was hungry!
We saw a band, then Greenbriar Lane came on, and they were pretty damn good. Then we hung around and this other band started playing. There were these 4 like..15 year old girls down by the pit area, and they were dancing and stuff. Well Ryan started getting crazy and dancing by himself and knocking me over and stuff, and the girls took it as a challenge so they started doing some dances and were like "BEAT THAT!" to Ryan. lol, it was really funny. Ryan was doing all of these funny dances. The girls had him beat, which I thought was hillarious. Then this one girl hoped on this other girls back, and I got a bright idea. I was like.."RYAN HOP ON MY BACK!!" and he did, and he danced around and rode me like a cowboy, lmao...needless to say we won the dance off, lol. Hells yeah!!
Well then we came back over here, and chilled while I copied this CD. Then his girlfriend called and started tripping because he was over here. Then this girl that likes him was texting him and tripping because he was with me. I'm like, wtf? I hardly ever see this fool, and when I do, I get everyone going nutty cuz we're kicking it. The girl that likes him sent him a text that said some shit like "Does Julia think you like her?". That made me so mad, I just turned my back to Ryan and shook my head. He got all concerned like..."Julia turn around and talk to me, whats wrong, what happened, talk to me...". I almost got teary eyed and shit, cuz I was mad...I mean, since when can I not hang with my friend? I am not throwing myself at him or anything, and even if I did, that's not anyones business but mine and his. I told him that I can't help it that he and I have a past together, I can't help that I met him 3 years before they did, and that we've hooked up and stuff. It's not my fault, ya know? But why do I have to be made out to be the desperate one, the one who is like forcing him to hang with me? It just hurt my feelings I guess. And also, I find it ABSURD that anyone would get jealous over ME. I mean these two girls are BEAUTIFUL and they're getting upset over Blobby-old me? What is the world coming to? Ryan just reassured me and rubbed my leg. He said it wouldn't ever change anything between us, what anyone else thinks. Ha, I doubt that.
It's actually kind of funny, because I am such a jealous person. Is that what I look like when I get jealous? God, that's definatly something to work on.
I dunno, that's my random rant for the week. Sorry.
Okay so I had a really good time tonight. Ryan called me and wanted me to go with him to this concert at the Showcase, so I was like..aight. He had already asked me earlier, but I didnt know for sure until like...20 minutes before he showed up. So I got ready, and he came over and we chilled for a little bit while I finished putting on my makeup and stuff. Then we drove down to the show, but Ryan decided he needed money so we drove to an ATM, then back to the show, then decided it was too early cuz the band we wanted to see didn't come on until 9:20. So then we went to Lampost Pizza, which was good cuz I was hungry!
We saw a band, then Greenbriar Lane came on, and they were pretty damn good. Then we hung around and this other band started playing. There were these 4 like..15 year old girls down by the pit area, and they were dancing and stuff. Well Ryan started getting crazy and dancing by himself and knocking me over and stuff, and the girls took it as a challenge so they started doing some dances and were like "BEAT THAT!" to Ryan. lol, it was really funny. Ryan was doing all of these funny dances. The girls had him beat, which I thought was hillarious. Then this one girl hoped on this other girls back, and I got a bright idea. I was like.."RYAN HOP ON MY BACK!!" and he did, and he danced around and rode me like a cowboy, lmao...needless to say we won the dance off, lol. Hells yeah!!
Well then we came back over here, and chilled while I copied this CD. Then his girlfriend called and started tripping because he was over here. Then this girl that likes him was texting him and tripping because he was with me. I'm like, wtf? I hardly ever see this fool, and when I do, I get everyone going nutty cuz we're kicking it. The girl that likes him sent him a text that said some shit like "Does Julia think you like her?". That made me so mad, I just turned my back to Ryan and shook my head. He got all concerned like..."Julia turn around and talk to me, whats wrong, what happened, talk to me...". I almost got teary eyed and shit, cuz I was mad...I mean, since when can I not hang with my friend? I am not throwing myself at him or anything, and even if I did, that's not anyones business but mine and his. I told him that I can't help it that he and I have a past together, I can't help that I met him 3 years before they did, and that we've hooked up and stuff. It's not my fault, ya know? But why do I have to be made out to be the desperate one, the one who is like forcing him to hang with me? It just hurt my feelings I guess. And also, I find it ABSURD that anyone would get jealous over ME. I mean these two girls are BEAUTIFUL and they're getting upset over Blobby-old me? What is the world coming to? Ryan just reassured me and rubbed my leg. He said it wouldn't ever change anything between us, what anyone else thinks. Ha, I doubt that.
It's actually kind of funny, because I am such a jealous person. Is that what I look like when I get jealous? God, that's definatly something to work on.
I dunno, that's my random rant for the week. Sorry.