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im in denton. been in denton since thursday. its getting pretty fucking boring. its been cool hanging out with mike, jons older brother. and its so cool, we got austin, his younger brother high. i wish i was at home, apparently no lights yet, but we got lights at jons parents house and my grandmas house. i wish i had stayed, as much as i had loved being up here and doing things in this town, i really want to make sure my family was ok, being there with them and all. but i have got to leave that behind me. im a person of independence and i know that i have my own choices in the world, but im pretty sure my choice was to go with my family. also theres the fact that she never messaged me back. what if she died? would that be ok?