It Feels like I've Lost, Forever
I got to see her today. It felt good to be around her again. Granted I was sweating like i had been under about three or four hsb(high sodium bulbs) and it was a little weird being around her now that she's with a new man. i really wish she was mine instead. I even told her, "It feels like i've lost you" and she got all, its not my fault-like. i mean its no ones fault but my own. i should of never left. i should have said i love you everyday and even some twice a day. i felt like telling her everydingle day, bbut it seems like the time had already passed before i even had te chance to say my mind. the way she talks about him though, i have no hope of ever persuading her to come back to me, because i feel wrong making out with his girl. thats all im going to write im falling asleep as im writing. see ya.