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[lustaprimavista]

tuesday was an interesting day.
i think i had a panic attack at giant eagle.
you wouldn't believe me if i told you why.
i feel horrible.
never before have i felt so alive though.
it doesn't feel like i thought it would.
i've never been so sure about one thing in my entire life.
just this, that's it.
everything else, i have no idea what's going on.
i'm losin' it.