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Yep. I'm just gonna die....I'm writing out my will.
Tomorrow will be one week that i have been this sick. my throat feels like it's ripping in half, i'm coughing horribly. i can't talk or else i will start coughing. i seriously feel like i could just stop breathing at any moment. my muscles ache, are sore and stiff. my joints are falling apart and giving out. My stomach and ribs and abs hurt from the pressure that they recieve everytime i cough. My back ishurting so bad. no thanks to joe bruising it again. it's already bruised and cracked for a lifetime. jeeeze. sorry i'm complaining s0 much buuuut I START MY JOB TOMORROW i can't be this sick and go to work.. more or less go to school first. and i can't miss it!!! any of it. i really feel like i'm dying though. i've blown my nose because it's really runny and it's all red and chapped because of it.
really great weekend otherwise. i love getting out to chili to see everyone. going to jake's and just seeing him... i swear we have s0 much in common, it's ridiculous. staying at Uma's..walking to jake's.. her staying at my house.. eating, sleeping. smmmooking. well. unfrtunately i've been s0 sick that even when i smoke i don't feel one bit of difference from when i don't smoke. i've just felt s0 utterly shitty. i'm on s0 many pain killers. i'm really having a HARD ASS TIME typing any and all of this... sooo i'm gonna go. I love you all.
Happy Easter!!!!
Robin<3