Wicked Garden Of Magnificants.
Well another day of missing school. when i go see Zendi, (my nurse practicianer)i'll have to ask her about my sleep habits lately. i've always had sleep disorders... but i feel like this one's different. My thoughts aren't racing anymore, actually i'm quite calm. sometimes rather peaceful. Maybe my happy moods are what keeps me up all the time. i'm too happy and awake to sleep. i feel s0 alive sometimes and by sleeping, my body must feel like i'm wasting away my life.... there's s0 much to do.
anyways, yeah i can't get up for school a lot of days because i'm s0 tired because i don't sleep at night... but whatever. i'm at a turning point in my teenage years right now. like... that depressed pessimistic retard just cut her head off and sprouted a new head/brain and everything! and it's like a new world... *sigh* it's peace.
Emily and I go to Jake's almost everyday it seems. and when we're not there one day.. it seems like we're away forever!! We're all like a fucking family. and i'll miss it unbelievably when everybody goes their own ways... but that won't be for a while.. cause we're a bunch of druggies who just don't know anything yet. lmao.
but i love you all.
oh!!! and below is what i drew on valentine's day!! i found it cruppled up in the pits of my purse!! lmao. check it out.
