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Right now i feel like i should give up on finding a guy or w/e. cuz maybe he'll just come when the time is right and maybe i shouldn't LOOK for one..cuz if i do i might just rush and think that someone might be the right guy but maybe he isn't. idk, im just feeling really lonely/bored...like i hate how i never do anything about liking someone. thats probably not gonna get me anywhere...
but yah, its hard to control my feelings, but i wish i could just stop liking him cuz anywayz, i dont think we'll ever be more than friends. and i dont mind i guess. maybe i just need to focus on school, cuz it wouldnt matter anywayz if i just end up getting pulled outta nd in the end...
ok leave me some love..i think i need it.
-on a lighter note, i practiced my defense...my uncle helped me.
but yah, its hard to control my feelings, but i wish i could just stop liking him cuz anywayz, i dont think we'll ever be more than friends. and i dont mind i guess. maybe i just need to focus on school, cuz it wouldnt matter anywayz if i just end up getting pulled outta nd in the end...
ok leave me some love..i think i need it.
-on a lighter note, i practiced my defense...my uncle helped me.