the end of summer
so.... tommorrow is labor day, which in my eyes means the end of summer. I'm back in maine and there are perks and then there are things that i miss. i miss my lady first an foremost. i miss being aboe to see her everyday and not have to worry about when i was going to speak to her or when the next time i would be able to kiss her would be. but being here in maine allows me to be with my bothers and that makes me happy as well. i wish there was a way to allow both aspects to fuse together so that i could have it all at once. i dont know how many times over the last few days i have felt so lonely because she was not there so that i could say i love you to her face. she means the frigen world to me and i would change her one bit. she is my world and i can imagine any other girl making me feel as happy as she does. i truly miss her and the way the feels when she holds me or when she kisses me. i just plain out love her with every once of my being. thats all.