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so last night was terrible. i feel like a terible person today and the weather outside isnt helping my mood. i got to bed pretty late last night. i was thinking about how im turning inot something that i dont want to be. i feel selfish myself and the fact that i said some of the things that i said last night makes me feel like a complete asshole. im just hoping that my feeling arent doubted and that i am still able to convince her that i still love her more than anything. she means the world to me and last night it really didnt sound like it and i never wnat that to happen again. im sorry for some of the things that i said i realize they were a little out of line. i shouldnt let things build up like i did, because when they do i explode and you dont deserve that. i love you baby. im sorry.