das gnl;khasdgl;knsadgl;knsdag
i feel like the worst person in the wrld and the feeling in my stomach is terrible. i wish that i was smart sometimes. sympathy is not something thati need i just need to think. i just need to figure some shit out because there is so much going on in my head right now. nothing really bad or bad at all, just i feel helpless and i feel this way about something that isnt even my situation. i just wish i COULD do something, but i respect the request of another and i will not say the things that they dont want to hear. its just hard. its hard being this far away. the last week of december can not come soon enough.