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i've covered every last trace of myself.
he'll never find me here.
..& maybe someday i'll realize
that i never needed to be something else
to get his attention..
i never had it anyway.
i never really wanted it either.
he's always seen right past me..
to something else.. anything else.
i've always been there.
& i've always been invisible.
but i'm glad he never saw me..
cause i'd rather hide behind this discuise forever
then come face to face with him one more time.
"she was more like a beauty queen from a movie scene.."
he'll never find me here.
..& maybe someday i'll realize
that i never needed to be something else
to get his attention..
i never had it anyway.
i never really wanted it either.
he's always seen right past me..
to something else.. anything else.
i've always been there.
& i've always been invisible.
but i'm glad he never saw me..
cause i'd rather hide behind this discuise forever
then come face to face with him one more time.
"she was more like a beauty queen from a movie scene.."