My life in a nutshell.

Mar 09, 2005 16:17

I'd like to be able to say I haven't updated recently because I've been out having way too much fun, but sadly...that isn't the case.

Last week I got in trouble for staying at Cassy's house when no one was there...her mom called my mom and of course that led to a huge fight between me and my mom.  Anyways, Saturday I went to Detroit with my mom and dad for the Autorama...it was actually really fun.  Brandon came down there in the middle of the day with Mike and Christopher.  I was really glad I got to see him...my mom said it was okay so that was cool, untill she got pissed off at me just out of being drunk and insane. 
A lot of shit has been going wrong lately...my family and I haven't exactly been getting along.  I'm pretty sure everything's cool..for now anyways.  My dad doesn't want me to see Brandon, but last night he did say that it was okay for me to talk to him if I saw him somewhere or something, but that he was strictly to be an aquantance. *sp*

...Brandon has been actually the only light in my nice and hectic life these past few weeks.  Seeing as I can't see him openly anymore, we now spend our nights on the phone talking to eachother for hours on end.  That's probably the best part of my day too, is just being able to at least talk to him without constant interruption.  We actually had a really serious talk the other night about our feelings for eachother... he told me that before he started talking to me a lot, he decided that he didn't want a girlfriend.  Well, he told me that now that we are whatever it is we are, he doesn't feel that he should treat me like anything less that his girlfriend.  That meant a lot to me...I donno, I guess this is probably the strongest I've ever felt for any guy.  I just hope this doesn't end up like everything else....a mess.

There's so much I want to write about today, but I guess I just really don't want to think about it.

Oh and Zak....call me. 
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